Hmmm, I think you're actually reading a lot into what I've said.
I specifically told the therapist that I brought the notebook in to doodle and why (how it helped me keep a better flow talking and listening. I even explained how I used this technique in college to maintain an attention span).

Also, I made a great effort to explain that I had these issues and how they played out with my psychiatrist. My psychiatrist is the one that referred me to the t in the first place as has my prior medical records that should illustrate I struggle with this issue but commit to appointments and trying to work on them.
I even suggested to the psychiatrist that perhaps I should see an art therapist because talk therapy may be too distressing.

I spent an entire session with therapist talking about how talking can be difficult for me and how I try to cope with it. I'm sure this also came up in our initial meeting since it is such a prominent issue.

I never once thought the therapist should read my mind. I reacted to her comment negatively and I came on here to explore that negative reaction. If you re read my initial post I think you may also see that I asked for suggestions/alternatives to 'you can leave if you want to' in dealing with me. I asked for what to look for in a therapist, ask from a therapist in order to better deal with this.

It's funny, your replies felt like an attack but now that I'm writing this I find myself laughing because it it's really obvious to me that you are waaay off the mark and maybe even trying to read my mind!

I came back here now to say I have emailed therapist. I went out of my way to express that I believed she had good intentions to be helpful, offer me an 'out' if I felt trapped and so on. I also told her how the statement made me feel while fully acknowledging the difference between what I may think she was meaning to say and how it felt to hear it. I even made a point of telling her that my comfort in writing her was, in a way, a compliment from me. And, I apologized if I was taking too much liberty in sending such a detailed email (tho she did seem to encourage a response earlier).

I don't chose not to speak, it happens and it sucks and I'm doing everything I can to stay. She said it was ok for me to leave. If that is the case WTF is not an appropriate response and it's too bad you have that take on it.

I came here to process what has been a difficult situation for me. In doing so I was able to work through things in likely not just a more healthy manner but a more timely manner and I THANK everyone on here for being so supportive because it has really made a difference.

So, uh, get off of my cloud.
I'm feeling pretty good about handling this situation differently then I would have in the past, changing, growing in this moment.