(((((((((((purplesecret)))))))))))))
my heart breaks as i read your words. so beautifully written yet so dark and sad. i am proud of you for reaching out. its a very hard thing to do. you are braver than you realize and have the courage and will to make it out of the darkness and into the light. we are all here for you and support you on your journey to find happiness and peace. keep posting. it will be a tremendously helpful tool for you.
may God shine his light upon you and embrace you with his love, keeping you safe from the darkness and held tight in loving arms.
recluse1