As young as you are, you should have all kinds of girlfriends to contend with..I've seen your pictures and you are a very nice looking young man. I know you have a problem speaking up but I think if you work on that, you will be pleasantly surprised..I think you have a lot to offer a nice young lady, you just have to find the right way for you to do this, and feel comfortable doing it. Maybe the right one hasn't come along yet? Anything worth having is worth waiting for...Do not give up. There is hope for you yet....