I had an emotionally exhausting day. It's because I don't like talking about my daughter who was aborted I was 18 then, but like I told him dating her and how it went down. Killed every single feeling and want to ever think about long term dating and kids eventually.

I am 21, but yeah I have time to grow. I just don't trust people ever on most things with me, but usually alot of friends don't know I don't trust them.

I just get sick of explaining myself over and over to receive validation.

He's going to help me be more effective in what to focus on asking girls who are more likely interested in hookups, maybe dating more or less depends by individual basis and circumstantial.