I've only been hospitalized once (so far, anyway) and it was a good experience as these things go. I went IP last fall when it became apparent that I was either going to go in, or kill myself.....it was that bad. A week in the hospital got me away from my life on the outside, which I desperately needed, and made me safe, which I definitely wasn't at home (not with access to a revolver and a pharmacy's worth of pills).
The worst part of the whole experience was when I was transferred to a different hospital from the ER and had to ride in a secure transport vehicle, which was exactly like a police car with the cage and locked doors. I'm pretty claustrophobic and it took the transport team a little time to talk me down because I was getting panicky. But they were very kind and I calmed down pretty quickly, and it didn't take all that long to get to the facility. And I'd do it again in a heartbeat if I ever get that freaking depressed in the future.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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