I went to the hospital in January for Suicidal intent and it was pretty nice, but I am scared that if I say I'm having strong suicidal thoughts and self injury urges and a plan, I'll have to go back there. I don't want to go back, but I can't lie to her if she asks. I won't bring it up, so if she forgets I'll be in the clearing. So I'm basically trying to think of all the scenarios so I'm prepared. I am just hoping she forgets to ask about either.