I've had a pretty up and down past 2 weeks I was able to see my psychologist twice so that made me feel relived and happy because all of the setbacks I've had the previous months that delayed me of seeing him. I wanted to celebrate St. Patrick's Day and go to the parade so I can do something socially but I was unable too because I had to run errands with my mom and go to the doctors with her I was letdown but I guess it happens. After that I felt overwhelmed and tired and I had to force myself to do a few things my lack of motivation is really frustrating me. Part of me is comfortable with living like this and wants to accept the role I;m in right now but that's not what I want I want to avoid that side

On Wednesday I fell sick I don't know what it was I was feeling nauseous, dizzy, had a headache and the chills, stomach pains, and no appetite.

But despite the downs it was pretty refreshing to get back to seeing my psychologist again