I am always kind of driftig, losing touch. I can´t help. try so hard to fight against but I guess maybe noone recognizes me beeing so heavily distressed. so noone reaches out his hand.. I also think people could be frightened getting in touch to me.. maybe I am frightening?am I? Or maybe I am simply kind of too strange, I often feel so different, difficultly understandable and I also don´t want to be a burden to others I don´t want them to feel worse I don´t want to cause trouble or difficulties...maybe that´s the reason for I am hiding my needs for help and my troubles. I believe if it is me one reason for the world beeing less comfortable I´d better keep myself away, I`d better hide away.
but it´s also difficult to me finding confidence to others... so I´m stuck here in my tears-wet hiding place...sending a silent message out for to maybe find some help...

yours
cybheart