I have hid my deepest problems from people that care about me in order to not be a burden on them, and I am just beginning to realize now that at the end of the day it is not worth it - people who care for you will end up worrying for you anyways.

If you have a close friend or relative, confide in them with your problem. Or consider seeing a counselor if you can. I find that just by posting here on Psych Central I get support and it helps me so I encourage you to keep posting if it helps.