Scarlet....you make great sense! I love reading your blogs! I cannot put into words the way I feel about the loss of my T and the way the termination ended. You capture my feelings so well, and I so appreciate you! Today is one year to the day that I had my "termination session." I have never had the closure that I needed and I don't understand the intense feelings I continue to have one year later. I wish the best for you!