I have not gone through an abortion myself, but I can sympathize with how much pain the experienc must be like. For BOTH parents-to-be. Sometimes society tends to forget how much impact an abortion has on the father-to-be... I have read another post you wrote in which you said you had strong feelings for the girl who was going to have your baby before she decided to have the abortion. I have read your biography and your aspiration to become a music producer - that is AWESOME! Good for you!

I am a TOTAL stranger and I don't know you personally besides these posts you have made but I want you to know that I think highly of some of the things you wrote. Smile. There are people out there who care for you and you to live a healthy and happy life. You CAN do this!