Oy Vey! Guess ya'll are gonna talk me into having that sleep study.

Giving in to sleepiness feels to me like I'm giving in to depression. Kinda triggery. I don't want to go there again and that's probably why I feel so guilty when I take a nap.

How loud are these machines, anyway? The one I've seen was pretty darn loud! Do I do this before my middle son comes to visit with his two kids or do I wait until after they're gone? I can just imagine what those kids are gonna think, "Grandma sleeps with a machine!" Maybe I can tell them that I'm a Borg? "To resist is fu-tile!" They'll never want to come see me again!