hey I think im doomed. I dropped out of highschool cuase I got sent to a special school cuase I was in trouble and locked up my teenage years. and I have to go get my ged before I can go to school for anything. and I was thinking about doing personal trainer job cuase my entire life is working out I don't do anything else. but I never talk to anyone in my gym and I have anxiety socializing with people so I don't know if I could ever be a personal trainer. I see the personal trainers in my gym socializing with the people they are training and I wouldn't wanna talk to them, just show them how to workout and stuff. and I thought about going to school for nutritionist but that's like 4 years I think and personal training course is only like 6 months. I used to work at fast food resuaraunts like 5 or 6 years ago I worked like 50 hours a week for awhile. but I haven't had a job in like 5 or 6 years. I think im doomed I don't know what kind of career I want to get into. my family is always telling me to get a job. the pet store manager is bugging me to work at her store but I don't know if I can handle the job. im currently on ssi so even if I got a job I could only work 18 hours a week. unless I drop the ssi. I just don't know what to do cuase I need more money I wanted to join the boxing and mma gym but I cant afford it right now. and I want to have a family someday but I would need a job if I ever had kids. I think im hopeless and doomed.