Yea I used to feel so guilty about not walking my dog anymore or taking her anywhere at all because she does mean a lot to me. I probably have a closer bond with her than any of my family members. I'm always just so depressed and just didn't have the energy or motivation to do anything.

Thanks everyone. It's only a very small step to getting better but I guess I have to take it one day and one step at a time. I still need to find a way to cope with my suicidal thoughts and tendencies whenever I have them.

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