Well if you told me you were 85 then perhaps I say ok let's give up on romance. You are pushing 30 not 90! Many have no experience or very little.

You can not suppress and kill the desire. Of course it comes back. I am heterosexual female and can't imagine how would I suppress my attraction to men? There is no way! So of course you cannot suppress it!

I wish you found some good affordable therapist to help you through this. Help with trauma and then dating etc It saddens me you are missing on so much in life.

I have two friends who is convinced they should give up on romance, they are in there late 30s. I am 49 and not giving up!

I wish I knew how to help.

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