I know what you mean. I'm constantly struggling with your same problems. It really takes an affect on me as well since it is taking me forever to finish college and now others around me, my family, are questioning me and I can tell that they are disappointed. I've just got on new meds, Trazodone and Wellbutrin, and Wellbutrin is helping me in giving me some energy to get some things done. I still have a lot of trouble with accomplishing things and procrastinating everything or not doing it all but I suppose everything is a slow process and I have to learn to take it one step at a time.

I hope you feel better and find a way to start having energy and motivation to getting things done. My T and pdoc are constantly telling me that this is a difficult and long journey to get better and that we have to take things one day at a time. I have to learn and tell myself that constantly and I hope you can do the same because I know looking at things in a bigger perspective becomes really overwhelming and stressful which makes us more depressed.