Thank you for the response Gr3tta, it breaks my heart that even though I can see multiple people have read this thread, you're the only one to respond. It just proves I'm even alone on the internet. Lol. That takes talent I guess. This is a real difficult time in my life. I go to an average of 5 doctors appointments a week due to my extensive injuries and am delving head first into learning and treating my DID alone. I know I'll get through this, but it would be so much easier with support. I haven't told anyone but professionals and my ex boyfriend about my DID and am figuring it all out on my own. Right now I'm seeing two therapists, a psychiatrist and spiritual counselor, and I seem to know more about DID than all of them put together.

Anyway, I'd like to say thank you for taking the time out of your life to respond to my plight. I hope the universe blesses you for your kindness.

Jen