I feel for you hun, it's always darkest in our eyes concerning the future. Love has no eyes. As far as your dad goes sis, me and him would not be getting along. There are so many programs out ther like section 8 housing, WIC, Medicaid, food stamps, utility help, food pantries in churches, that actually caters to a woman with child in need.

Here I sit, my partner and I seperating because of "irreconcilable differences". My spouse pays for all the utilities while I manage to get the rent, kinda split in the middle. My spouse is going to be gone, and I'm wondering how am I going to pay for it all. It's this thing called life we get to deal with in our own special way.

You can always vent here, I do and really don't expect or demand a response. It just feels good throwing it out into cyber space. I'm sorry your therapist called in. It sux, but what can you do? Hang in there sweety. Gods got a plan even if we don't.