it´s good to see I am not that alone.
thnx a lot to you for reacting.
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Originally Posted by NewLyfeForReal
I have hid my deepest problems from people that care about me in order to not be a burden on them, and I am just beginning to realize now that at the end of the day it is not worth it - people who care for you will end up worrying for you anyways.
If you have a close friend or relative, confide in them with your problem. Or consider seeing a counselor if you can. I find that just by posting here on Psych Central I get support and it helps me so I encourage you to keep posting if it helps.
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the awkward thing is, one the one hand I deeply think noone can save me from my deepest distress, and when it comes to it overwhelming me, I´d be pulling someone who´d try to help swirling down with me..I´d feel like a murderer or something similar.
it´s like I am locked up .there´s a solid blockade. I feel unable to share my thoughts and feelings with someone like a friend or family member when I am currently badly in need for help. it´s kinda ambivalent.
..on the other hand I need to be saved, I cannot save myself all alone..I suppose.
I guess this matters somehow are relating to my relationship-issues. I need relationships, friendships, but I am so much afraid of letting somebody near me.
I don´t know how to solve this
currently I try to find a therapist but it´s so much exhausting, everything but easy.
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@hypermic:
what you say is encouraging to me..I try not to give up...and slowly and gently telling..