(((((Esther)))))
You are not bad....You have given me so much support, so i know that for sure. Your kind words have helped me.
Please try to love yourself, even if for a little bit, each day. And let parents just be. So you can work on you. It's ok to hate them right now, as I hate mine too. I know, the pain is unbearable, but if we keep working through it and trying we will heal. We have to believe that.
Love and Hugs to you.