What I would really like right now is to hear someone say something positive about me, Y'know? . Much of my life it seems is taken up by listening to other people telling me what I did was bad or wrong, who I am is wrong or bad, to do more than what I am already doing, or that they have done better or more than I have .

Makes me feel like I exist as failure of all things in life. It would be great if someone, especially someone I am close to, albeit there aren't many I am close to because most can't accept who I am, that could hug me or reassure me that there is something positive about who I am and what I can do .