i just feel like i am always in a trance. i can't figure out if i really don't remember things or if i just don't care to remember, then people get mad at me when i don't remember things, so i sometimes lie that i remember things. i have no idea. i have heard so many times that i have a "selective memory" and i only "remember what i want to". which is kind of offensive because i'm not purposely doing anything, again, it's like i'm always in a trance.