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Old Mar 22, 2015, 12:50 AM
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Originally Posted by CANDC View Post
A Little Lost, I just am really impressed with your picture. You look like the kind of person that would be fun to play imagine or talk to.

I was rejected as a child by peers and felt like a square peg in a round hole.

I never was popular, but I survived. I learned to live under stressful situations. I learned to stand up for myself and not buy in to the things people said about me.

You may feel like in one way your life has been a failure, but I bet if you really looked at all the people you helped then you would see it as a success. Some people told me years later that I was a person they looked up to. I was shocked.

If I am on the other side before you, I would want to be there to welcome you to Eternity or wherever we go to after here. I see myself in people like you. I feel a kinship as if we are long lost brothers and sisters. We have gone through the same school, the school of hard knocks.

You make me feel hope that I will discover other of my long lost kin. I really am glad you touched my life. It has made a big difference to me.

I hope we can share more stories if you feel so inclined. Please feel free to private message me or any of the Community Liaisons by left clicking on the name in blue to the left of their post) for questions or just to share.

If you ever wonder about what is after here, the book by Raymond Moody, MD called Life After Life describes people's visions of what happened when they were medically dead in the hospital and were revived to tell about it. They never talk of failure only experience and wisdom and moving on. When we know the magnificence inside us it can overwhelm our feelings the world has painted us with. When we know our true potential we are more than we ever imagined.
I'm glad that you apparently got something meaningful out of what i wrote even if it is just to realize that you were not alone in your suffering. it is suffering, you know, from invisible cruelty and callousness, wounds that do not bleed on the outside but cause the most intense pain and suffering on the inside. i think sadly there are no doubt children still suffering the same kinds of pain, the details may very but the pain is the same.

Thank you for your very gracious and kind acceptance - to expose myself as such intimate details do only to find rejection would be devastating - thank you for BEING NICE and for taking the time to respond. So many of us are in some ways, still children inside, a part of us never grew up, I truly do feel that. Sometimes I feel her frustration that eventually turned to anger and bitterness which is natural but not really helpful it only serves to alienate further. On the other hand being silent, accepting without protest, even if overdue is a betrayal of self.
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avlady, newday2020
Thanks for this!
newday2020