I've been better at telling myself that it's okay, natural, and human to masturbate. So I don't feel as guilty/dirty after doing it. Right now, I would say it is once every other week. Sex drive is certainly increasing because I haven't had real sex in over 6 months.

Anyways, I try not to think of my ex and just think of what I'm doing, but that's boring. Other times I cannot even picture a girl without feeling guilty or weird about it (like some girls in real life I am attracted to).

I really want to go to a club next week and try to pick up a girl. Not bring her home, but get a number and eventually maybe have sex with her.

I've had enough of masturbating but want to make the best of it since it's all I certainly have at the moment. Thoughts?

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