I can relate to you in this way. My t goes out of her way to help me in the ways that I ask her to. I get very unnerved when my t mentions others clients or makes a comment about her busy life. I understand that being a t isn't the easiest job in the world and that it is inevitable that other patients have hard times (I know that I've had my share of them). But there's something nagging though when I am reminded that my t is only human and that I am not her sole focus. This sort of sounds like what you are describing, I think? (hug)