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Originally Posted by Yogurtz
What I would really like right now is to hear someone say something positive about me, Y'know?  . Much of my life it seems is taken up by listening to other people telling me what I did was bad or wrong, who I am is wrong or bad, to do more than what I am already doing, or that they have done better or more than I have .
Makes me feel like I exist as failure of all things in life. It would be great if someone, especially someone I am close to, albeit there aren't many I am close to because most can't accept who I am, that could hug me or reassure me that there is something positive about who I am and what I can do . |
Can only say that being young as you are...in this line of work....people aren't going to cut you much slack......I've been in your field since I was born....family owned construction.....to take it to a short compact feed....I was in a similar accident....rolled a company semi-end dump...not good...unside down...almost the closest to death Ive come....same day exact day ...............my dad had a major heart attack.......................nobody ..................took pity on me................Im not trying to be a hard ***....but ...........don't do like I did....party...drinking.....totally ignoring the crap that was in front of me............................landed me in the hospital.............worst time of my life...............keep up...........that was 30 years ago for me...now......I DO get respect from my co workers....atta boys.......still not many....from upper management.....best of luck to you........trust me......Ive seen everything you have...and much more....strive to be better.....and know that even if you don't get the approval you are seeking.....that in your heart you are doing the best you can...and you are the best at what you do!