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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Got to do some work today, grateful for. I just want to declare my MI is all in my head and none of it is real. I'm faking! I don't need meds I don't need a shrink. At least thats what my head says.
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Alwayschanging2,
I sometimes feel like that as well. Like the thought that I actually have DID is rediculous. Who has alters that take over their body and leave them unaware of what they said of did? That's just crazy talk! But then why do I have all these memories of things I said and did that are SO unlike me? Are these memories even real? Seems like I was in a dream or something. Unfortunately, there is no other explanation that I can come up with. And so far none of the therapists or psychologists could come up with another explanation either. So unless someone can find another mental illness where the body and mind become taken over by other people, I guess I'm screwed!