You are not alone!
I know how you feel and you just need to know that you are not the only one that deals with your issues. You can get thru this and you can accomplish anything.
When I was having alot of problems I found the people here and they have helped me soooo much, just to know that I wasn't alone and that there is a place that comfort can be found.
You can do it! You are making a big step in the right direction. Great Job!