That jumped out at me. Is it possible that if you feel you have to tiptoe, or hide how important things really are to you, that you can't really relax and trust that your therapist is there for you? Maybe talk to her about that?

Feeling that that bothers me sometimes, and my therapist and worked out the five reasons he would ever terminate with me, what he would do if I started emailing too much, and he reminds me that I can say anything. I still struggle and push and pull against it (attachment problems over here). I still know I'm a job, and it's not comfortable, but I can whine and complain about it as much as I want if I need to.

What you describe would probably bother me some, and I'd talk it through next session -- and then something else would bother me, and we'd have to talk through that. I don't know where good Ts get the patience.