Miswimmy1- Thanks for sharing your story. I'm glad you ended up being able to sort things through with your T again, and it must have been great to hear about her side of things as well, especially since you weren't ever expecting to go back. I bet my T still thinks of me sometimes. Now that it's almost been a year, I am worried that she is thinking of me less and less, and that eventually she won't think of me at all, but she probably does think about me more than I know. And I have to be okay with not knowing for sure. But a silver lining is that I am allowed to send her e-mail updates once or twice a year, so she will at least think of me then.