Hamstergirl,
I feel the same way you do. In my last post, I mentioned how, with the exception of a rapist, I haven't had any physical contact since late May. And even before that time, my so-called boyfriend expressed no interest in even wating to touch me except for that one rare occasion in May, which was nothing more than a quick cuddle on the bed. The lonliness of having no physical contact whatsoever is excurciating, and at times I feel like it is literally killing me inside. You know you're bad off when the brutal, painful touch of a rapist is better than nothing at all.

I just want you to know that we're in the same boat, and I feel for you just as much as anyone here. I hope one of these days we can both find what we're looking for.

(((((((((((Hamstergirl))))))))))))))