I try and I try and my anxiety gets so bad I get a hot and cold, my mind races so fast i can hardly speak and if i do manage to say something I do not remember the conversation. and the conversation went well. I was not looking to date any one, I figured if the choices i made were that bad stop choosing then I ran into some one and hit it off immediately. things were going to well and i had to slow it down. now it has really slowed down and my first reaction is what did i do wrong . I need to talk to him but can not muster the courage as hard as I try. but should I be dating someone and still feel lonely? is it all me and my imagination? why can I not spit it out? anyone else feel this way ?