Good idea! I'm going to try that, but what if she directly asks me? I can't lie and I'm scared of what she will do if I try that.

This is what I see happening in this situation:
"What if I was pretty suicidal? And relapsed on SI?"
"Well, blah blah blah. Are you actually feeling this way now? Have you relapsed??"
"ummmm... I'd rather not say..."
"If you are in danger...."

Then it goes down hill from there...

Sometimes I think being honest most of the time is more of a curse than a blessing... ��