Welcome, Sam.

I am the same as you, sometimes I do and sometimes I don't. I think you've come to the right place. There is ALOT of support here and alot who can relate. I am also very depressed, but I'm trying to get better (with the help of Prozac) It's very hard most of the time, but I do hope things get better. I hope things get better with you too.

Take Care.