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Originally Posted by connect.the.stars
I'd want to do that, but I feel like the careers that help people are all related to medical school. Or they are non-profit/charity organizations. My whole life has been spent checking all the boxes that prune and prep me for a career in the corporate business world since that's what my parents wanted and thought was best for me. I don't exactly hate my job (I barely just started it). But businessmen/women get bad reps for feeling no compassion for people unless profit margins are being met. It's all about the money, and I hate being associated with that. I'm basically an ugly duckling trying to fit in and pretend like I'm one of them. But what can I really do? I haven't even saved up enough to live a stable life on my own. Ends have to meet. I can't go back to school and take out more loans to restart my life. Got to work with what I have. In the end, I really am selfish and "all about the money." Even if I wanted to do non-profit work and charity, I can't see how I'd survive on no paycheck. So really I am your typical greedy, self-entitled, superficial, hypocritical, hurtful, ungrateful, attention-seeking, little ***** who is looking for excuses to cover it all up with feigned innocence and tries to blame other people for things that should be my own responsibility.
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You are calling yourself some pretty bad names. You really feel that bad about yourself? Do your parents contribute to you feeling low about yourself?
Are these same parents that forbid you to see a therapist or take Meds? I wouldn't care if I saved enough and move out tomorrow. You can rent small apartment. If your reason for goingI to corporate world is money, you probably make enough to rent a small place.
You can help others in your spare time by volunteering. There are other carriers that help people besides medical. I teach special Ed, help others every day.
But I think step one is to move out
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