the thing is i dont feel...like at all....i dnt knw how do i appriciate life....i see people in the moring on feild working out...i see kids going school...i my self go to clg....people work hard all there life...people feel people...they love people....they hate people....they do a lot of things....i do all of those things as part of an act....i dnt feel one bit...when see people i see just a animal living its life with a lot of rules and for what...to just die one day....i think i m nt human any more....