I'm always the one that feels like no one really cares to much about what I say or even that I'm there at all. If there's one other person in the room I still feel that way no matter who it is. People often ask me where I was when I'm not there for some reason or other, but don't seem to notice when I am, and I never understood why people ask in the first place. I've never felt like I belonged anyplace, and every time I tried to fit in wound up blowing up in my face. Is there some polite way of getting out of things and just avoiding people all together? Sometimes people do give off the vibe that they really just don't like me. Others I just don't think they notice I'm feeling left out, and 9 times in 10 when I'm in a group,, the conversation is about things I don't know anything about and have nothing at all to contribute. I try to talk about anything that interests me and the conversation quickly gets shifted to something else as fast as possible. I'm the guy that's at a party sitting in the corner just waiting for the party to be over just so I can leave. I never have fun around people. It's not that I'm anti social I just gave up after years of trying to fit in, and no one quite getting me. Thanks for reading my rant. I don't know what to do anymore. Pretty much every social situation is the same for me. If I knew how to move someplace else I would. I don't know that that would change anything or not.

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