Jaxcq! I hope people don't put me up on a peddlestool and think I'm nice...coz I'm human and sometimes I'm not very nice...sometimes I;m the best friend in the world...others I'm withdrawn and more interested in myself then anyone else...sometimes life becomes a gift and others a sentence.....sometimes I lie to me or others and others I don't...sometimes I want to hurt someone...sometimes I want to hurt me....sometimes I want to be everything that a humanbeing couldnt' possibly be all of the time...sometimes I just watch the illness in my head and just let it sit with me...sometimes I fight it and try to change it...change me...and then tomorrow comes and I start all over again...