I am feeling really guilty right now, I did something, said something, and now I am feeling really bad. I feel that I used someone who was a friend and she helped me out but I feel it was wrong to ask it of her. I will not give details or names for it is painful to think about. I know that she was helping out and it did but I probably should have gotten help in a different way. I need some advice on what to do or how to deal with these emotions. I don't want to lose a friend. I hate to think that I used her even though she agreed to help even with the conditions I set. She did it freely but I am feeling really bad. I want this feeling to go away and hope that I can say the right words to help. I think that she is a good friend for doing this. Help me please. I know that there is not a lot to work with and I am sorry for that but I can't say too much on it. My life's experiences have changed the way I think and feel but it still doesn't feel right as of now. Please help if you can. Thanks