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wanting to hurt a hand that may want to help me is

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I do this too! i think it is related to the trust issues you posted in the other thread this morning. If we don't really trust; if we push people away--then we are protecting ourselves from deep hurt and pain.

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I feel so free talking about taking it for granted that I can feel anger at someone/T and they will be ok with it.

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That's realy good Mouse. I am not there yet. I am afraid of being rejected if I express anger.