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sidony said:
Pinksoil, you have such awesome sessions. Do you ever post any poems in the creative section? Would love to read one of them if you ever felt inclined to share.
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I think I will post one now.
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I'm amused that you don't talk about therapy-related subjects (like countertransference) in your sessions.
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Oh, we talk a lot about transference. Just not
that transference, i.e. I want to %#@&#! you just because you're my therapist. We are getting there. Slowly.
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Sometimes I'm avoiding subjects I know my therapist could help me with, but I just don't want to deal. But right now I just don't know what to talk about or how to connect.
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Feeling disconnect when you are outside of session is awful. Feeling disconnected
in session is
horrific . I know. I've been there so many times. Best thing to do is let your T know. There are many times in which I let my T know I was disconnected and he has said, "I know. I felt that, too. We are definitely not on the same page." And then we worked through it to reclaim the connection.
HOLY %#@&#! %#@&#! MY T JUST CALLED WHILE I WAS WRITING THIS MESSAGE
He wanted to know if I can come in today at 2.
Because he knows that I will be away in NY this weekend, and will have to miss an appointment.
So he called to tell me he has an opening.
I told him that I would have to run it by my supervisor to find out if I can leave work.
I said I will call him back a bit later.
He said, "I won't run away."