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Originally Posted by ridicknotme
the thing is i dont feel...like at all....i dnt knw how do i appriciate life....i see people in the moring on feild working out...i see kids going school...i my self go to clg....people work hard all there life...people feel people...they love people....they hate people....they do a lot of things....i do all of those things as part of an act....i dnt feel one bit...when see people i see just a animal living its life with a lot of rules and for what...to just die one day....i think i m nt human any more....
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You are "numb", that is normal after experiencing a trauma like this that is so severe, and you have experienced "two" traumas because you also saw your friend drown.
Ok, now you see people working in the fields and going to school and you are going to college right now? Yes, you are seeing people doing "life" here and there. You are doing life right now too, but you are numb right now because of the trauma, it is also normal to ask the question you asked, even not feeling human, but detached, that is the numb. Keep doing, keep learning, keep going forward, let life slowly come back into you. It takes "time".
