I really don't know what to say to any of that. This is exactly the kind of thing that i Don't deserve .. all of you people being so nice and understanding whilst I just sit here and complain.

Thank you though. If that means anything ...

((((((((((((((((((((((((((Christina, meander, bipolar_bear, mouse, & Candy ))))))))))))))))))))))

I wish i could say that i felt diferently than i did when i made the post, but i don't . I think i'm going to go to walk in on Wednesday and see about talking to someone since my T is gone.