Ahh I gotta leave in about 10 minutes now. Hopefully I can stay calm. He was never mean to me or tried to embarrass me publicly or anything, so I don't know what I'm so scared of now. My heart is racing so much, though, and I just have that anxious "lump" inside me. I don't even know if he'll be there today, but I know I'll have to see him eventually. Hmm. Well, good luck to me.