Depressed. Fighting it, but feel like it's a losing battle lately. It doesn't help that I'm also in pain, and haven't been getting enough sleep lately.

It also doesn't help that I am dealing with other people, who, on an ongoing basis are bringing stress to my life. Which in turn turns up the volume on the depression.

Sometimes, I think I would feel better if I just had enough to get by and cut out all the toxic, difficult, and/or unsupportive people in my life, and start all over again. Even at this age.