Look at my original post.

I quit mine cold turkey and it cause me a HUGE mixed episode that I am just coming off of now.

Symptoms of quitting cold turkey? shakes, heart palpitations, huge anxiety, extreme panic attacks, It felt as if I were withdrawing from heroin. I haven't tried heroin, but this is what imagine it feels like.

I am back on meds and I was off for a month. Mixed mania ever since.

Then it took me a month to titrate up back to normal lamictal dosage. And I am not on lexapro yet. It will take some time before my pdoc can add it.