at this moment i dont like myself.... i feel fat... ugly.... worthless..... im unhappy.. wish i could do better.. want to do better.. but i cant seem to... im mean toward ppl who love me... i fear one day they r gonna tell me to get lost ...especially my b/f.. he takes so much from me i dont know how hedoes it....... i love him so much but my moods take control of me ....... i dont work cause i cant.. im a failure.....