Well, the county T was nice. But I'm glad she's not my T. There was no connection. Like I literally feel more of a connection with you all then I did with her. I'll see her one more time, in two weeks, but that's it.

She suggested I do art before going to bed, and take up journaling again. She thinks she can get me to be self-rekiant and have closure over the termination in 6 weeks. I wish. That's totally unrealistic. I really hope the DBT T works out. I don't want to meet anymore new people right now. It stresses me out.