I lost my mom on August 11. I still can't get over the pain. It hurts so bad--still. You'd think the pain would start to subside, but no. I hear people talk about their mothers and I just hate them for having a mother they can talk with and spend time with and fight with...all the interaction a person has with their mother. Why can't I? I want her back so badly. Cancer took her life. When will it take mine? I want to be with her in the worst way. I don't want to wait for my time. This is so unfair! I don't care that she may be watching over me or whatever people will say about her that's meant to make me feel better...it doesn't make me feel better. I want to hold her hand...walk WITH her. I am so angry with the world!