So I have been battling depression for 15 plus years. I have finally begun talking to someone, joined this forum and am now taking Cymbalta 60mg. But, I have not drank in 6 years, and. Have recently started again. And I mean ALL THE TIME, like carrying a flask everywhere. I long for the numbing, and when I drink I feel as though I can process things so much better. This is a problem right?